Hibernate Mode: On & Off

Recently you might have noticed that I might have dropped off the face of the world for the last few weeks. Well things have just started to get interesting/difficult/and seriously confusing.

Well let’s start from the beginning, since the new year came I decided that I’m no longer going to stick with things that no longer work for me; so in other words out with the old and in with the new. So since my job makes me feel so unhappy, I decided that I would resign. And I have resigned. I feel that if I didn’t take that step I would still be there, stuck there till the day I die, and never leave my comfort zone or become something good that I know is waiting for me.

So ever since then I have been sorting out my resume and starting it from scratch so it is all up-to-date. And I feel proud of myself as resigning is making me push myself for the better. I am starting to feel a lot happier on the inside.

I have been crazily looking into internships! And found a few places I want to try, if it will help to improve my future prospects, then why not?

At the same time, I have been focusing on my writing. My brother also paid for a 3 month subscription to the Writing Magazine (which was a big surprise for me as he got it for me as a Christmas present; and it was the best gift too!) so I get to read about everything related to writing!

The reason why this is also a rather confusing period is because I’m unable to control the way I feel and my emotions, my mind keeps going back to the past when things were so much better and I was better too, but somewhere I seemed to have lost myself and trying to resurrect my old self again. So it is a battle raging deep within me and I really want my mind to guide me for a change. I’ve listened to my heart too much and have gotten nothing out of it.

So this is the reason why I had vanished. And for that I do apologise! I’ll also be uploading chapter 3 of What is it? as well today! I’ll also catch up on the blog reading too 🙂